I just don't feel ready....

After my upbeat post a few days ago about how much I have going on, today I'm feeling like I have TOO MUCH going on.

I entered in this big dressage show this weekend and I just don't feel ready. I haven't had enough time to practice the tests or just plain ride, period. I'm still going but I hope I can get time to ride in the next few days.

I rode last night and had a so/so ride. Brigit is still being really difficult although she feels a ton better suppleness & movement wise. The wind was blowing really hard which I think caused a bunch of her agitation. I hope that's all.

I think I'm going to need a reader for my tests too. I've been trying my hardest to memorize the other 2 tests I need to ride (3 total) and for the life of me I just can't remember past a certain point. I've got the first one no problem and the 2nd is coming but I can't see remembering the 3rd and not getting all three mixed up! lol THAT would be embarrassing!